The Easiest Teaching of Jesus, and NOBODY is Doing it!

It is 12:05 on 17/01/2018 and I feel like doing a small piece of blogging I am reminded that it is our own body that heals from a virus so I have put on a guided sleep meditation you are meant to listen to while you sleep so I will lie back with my virus affected feet up and just use whatever I can to help repair my body as I so wish to be free of pain now as man should be free of pain it is so debilitating it spoils everything and my legs are swollen and it is uncomfortable I just thought I would blog that as this is like my journal I write to myself I feel as I used to direct my writing towards someone but she never commented or responded in any way I wished just in her way and I do not comprehend why we could never have a healthy 'normal' relationship where 2 adults share and interact I am so used to having things go my way this upset me to distraction but she should know I am not distracted now but the truth is I can only see a future without her in it only one where she is the other side of the world for she came to London and ignored me making my inner child feel as though I was unwanted and wonder why we are twin flames meant to be mirror images but I am unwanted and ignored and having done 11:11 work of tarot and other card readings where time is a great teller i.e. prepare for reunion but the truth is now shown that it was a waste of time and effort and now I can't get there from here as we have to be in perfect vibration to reunite and other words of bull shit excuses in it always just eludes me to have any contact and sad fucker that I am I go and look for no one on facebook and the 11:11 blog moves from a spirit of hope to one more akin to reality and I will look on you tube for more jokeshop comments upon reunion being soon eventually I will get bored and can return to an older vibration of not giving a fuck about her in outta sight outta mind. amun-rara@horusfellowship.org